Important Fam/Friends

Normally,I don't like to talk about people..but I feel like I have to..because there is no one else to talk to. ANd some of you, I've told. Others, I don't know how to..

Ab: I feel like we are kinda spreading apart. Not cool.. I Pray for your bf's dad. I pray that you will turn to God to get out of the darkness and into the light.
Al+CD: You guys looked so adorable when you were napping. Lol. I seriously wanted to just rub your head. haha. xD But, then again you always look like a cute baby even if you aren't sleeping.
Duc: OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!! i CAN'T express my happiness for you! Its sooo freaking awesome! I am really excited and it makes me smile that you are finally prego! (: I pray that God will surround you with a safety bubble.
Dar: I was afraid you were mad at me for skipping church that one time. But, you always forgive and I love you for that. Your tummy is getting bigger every time I see you I swear! I pray that you are also surrounded w/ a safety bubble!
Jim: I'm glad we are getting to know each other better. I can't believe I'm 4 years older than you..ohkay maybe I can. xD Thanks for being my friend/ younger brother.
Jelly: I will try to be a better friend to you. (: I hope you forgive me for my wrongs. The awkwardness at church should go away soon..I pray. Thanks for the encouragement!
Hai: I feel bad for leaving you. I should've stayed. But, I know you had fun. That's all that matters:)
Han: I'm enjoying the haircut a lot more than I thought. That's usually how MY hair cuts turn out. Anytime I get a haircut, I ABSOLUTELY HATE it on the first day (exception: Paul Mitchell) But afterwards, Its like Omgosh, I LOVE it! It feels SO soft and clean now. & short of course. :) I think I'm starting to like short hair more. Prob. because I've had long hair for a long time. I've started using the straightener just because I know it will look like crap if I don't. (funny how I use a straightener for short hair..but when I had long hair, I was like who cares?)
He: We gotta run sometime. SOON! Its been too long!
Ho: I'm really thankful we got to hang out. Its good that we weren't stomping our feet and yelling like that one trip... (well ya can't stomp if you tripped ha.)
ME: I'm still thinking of what to talk about on Sundays. Its too hard. I like it when Phi makes up the lesson. I usually can relate. :)
Y: Thanks so much bud for helping me set up the tree. It was fun. I don't feel like I can fully be myself around you yet. But at least its not totally awkward. ;) I hope that I'm not annoying you too much.
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Today I could've tried out for MADE (mtv) but I was too chicken. Oh wells..my goal wasn't really a good one anyways. Instead I went to salsa club, and it was actually pretty fun. Funner than Its been in a long time! I wish the room didn't stink though. It literally smells like a bunch of feet and other grossness. =/
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I still need to think about Christmas gifts for people. Its soo hard. Kinda. When I do think of the PERFECT gift I'ma be soo happy! :) I love getting gifts and giving them to people! :)

Christmas List

Its the night after Thanksgiving. I am awaiting Black Friday. Hopefully, it will be fun and I can find some people some CHRISTMAS presents! I can't believe its Christmas already..Its like where did all the time GO? It was just SUMMER YESTERDAY! You know? I decided to make a list of stuff to buy for myself since there's nothing else to do..
-Hats
-Nail Polish
-Car Scents
-Jeggings
-Boots
-Converse
-Christian CDs
-Fun looking socks
-Scarves
-Purses
-Fish
-Books (Christian)
-Cardigans
-Amplified Bible
-Necklaces
-High Waist Skirts
-Overalls
and..that's all for tonight!
Thanksgiving + random:
I'm really satisfied with my Thanksgiving dinner. (didn't eat too much or too little and it was yummy!!=)
I feel very blessed with all that I have. I couldn't ask for more.
I am sleepy-ish (yawn) and am enjoying my french braided hair that mousey did for me.
I am not ready to do schoolwork..but I know I really should.
I think I'm going to start on that tomorrow.
Jelly isn't going to the church event tomorrow..I kinda wished he would go for just that, and not the Sunday one. But, whatevers. It will be an interesting Sunday for sure! haha. I am comfy. And need to put away this laptop. But what did Phillip say to do with it? i dunno. I wonder what those boys thought of me and cousin that one night. Lol. It was quite boring/interesting.. Luckily cousin was good at entertaining us. Or it woulda been a disaster. Haha. xD I'm so grateful that we have a little break. But, I really need to take the time out and get organized with my school stuff. I wonder what my hair will turn like later today. Its going to be very busy at Black Friday..There wERE SO MANY cars at TOYS R US! Lol, I pray that no one gets hurt. I pray that we will have a good time. I am getting tired now. So, goodnight. :)

Poem.

My life seems so perfect on the outside..
when I'm just a little girl cryin' on the inside
I tell myself I can do anything
but really? am I insane?
My friends are like a coupon
I use them and they are gone
This isn't how I want my relationships to be
I really would like to have a real guy just for me
I don't even know how I can accomplish that
knowing that I am as lame as a mat
I can't cook any stew
Its like so sad that I eat poo (jk)
I really need a job for pay
Because depending on parents are so lame these days