Monday, January 10, 2011

Suessical Snow & Savior =]

Today, someone special sent me a morning text saying, "Stitch your smile on tight, don't let it fall off like a loose button. :)" Now THAT really brightened up my day by a LOT. =] I was like alright. I'm going to do JUST that.!
ANd when I got to school, it was a good day. Even though I almost lost my smile because the stitches weren't stitched on as good as they should have been..:)
It was a pretty stressless day. Very easygoing. Tutoring I didn't even have to tutor, just answer a bunch of questions in essay format. I dillydallied on that. ha, it was fun though. ENglish-MY FAVORITE. Its official. I only LOVE that class mainly because of Mrs. Roberts and her teaching skills. Haha, we had a pop quiz, but I didn't miss that many. so that was good. Then Lunch, and my new azn buddy that I met at the party got to sit at our table b/c apparently he had a test in his class. Choir was amazing! Only because the teacher has noticed I've improved! lol, imagine that. When I expect her to notice me (probably becuz i think i'm all that) , she don't. But she actually did (and this time I was thinking I'm sick, so I'm not going to be able to sing my best) She was like you've improved. I said really? I'm sick. *blush* and she just SMILES real big and laughs:) I l0ve Smitty when she is in a happy mood. xD Serioulsy, who doesn't? anyways, after school, I went to Smitty's room to try out for SEUSSICAL! & guess who I find? Mr. Barney! I was soo happy that he agreed to be my partner. Some girl asked him once sec after I did. Lol, so I beat her to the punch. *POW* :D Then, we practiced the steps and actually did really good on the tryouts! I'm glad the tryout was in one day rather than two.. the routine was actually really easy. EVen though I messed up, Smitty seemed to notice my facial expressions rather than my dance steps. & she was smiling at me so big. Lol, I was thinking don't matter if I mess up, because they aren't looking for perfection, but rather facials. LOL. Yup, then I'm looking outside and a tad bit worried of that snow. It makes me worry about driving in it..ohhh gosh. As I was half way home, I'm thinking this is not slippery. Just snow, not ice ya know? But then suddenly there was a slippery spot, and the car was slipping and I was getting closer and closer to the car in front of me. I had hit the gas wasn't going more than 30, but quickly put the brakes. The brakes wasn't doing it, so guess what I did? I put the ebreak. ANd then it stopped slipping. Later, I'm telling people about the E break happening. They tell me that the E-break could've made me spin..I'm like ooooh. I didn't know. Well, at least this time it didn't do that! :) Praise God, my ONE & ONLY SAVIOR! eh? :)Yeah, and so as I sit here right now typing about this, I'm just loving on God thanking Him for making me smile and keeping me safe. Thanking him that he indeed has a promise for me in the end. That everyday, is a day closer towards entering His Kingdom & leaving this Earth. This place full of things that I shouldn't attach myself to.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

LIVE LIKE WE'RE DYING

That's the song that I'm currently listening to..:)
so NEW YEARS HAS PASSED! OMGOMGOMGOMG!
Its time to get into action.
Kick some booty.
THink about whos to kick and KICK.! jk.
Okay..so I have some resolutions to add on:
1. Never be late again.
2. Stop Procastination..because it CAN kill people.
3. Think before speaking.
4. Breathe.
5. Drink DRINK DRINK WATER!!!!
6. Always remain calm & tranquil no matter what the situation is.
7. Facebook = see you at 10pm forever...
8. Read the Bible at least twice a day.
9. Apologize if being mean and mean it!
10. Don't ignore purposely. :) *wave*
11. Greet EVERYONE AND SMILE. =D
12. Don't interrupt.=x
13. Keep car clean. (at least cleaner than bro's...) gosh, thats gonna be so hard.
14. Trust in the Lord!
15. Pray every hour? (tick tock tick tock)
16. I guess that means in my dream ima be praying too! xD
17. Acknowledge my weaknesses in certain subjects and STUDY THEM.
18. Pick out clothes for the next day.
19. Watch what I'm about to eat & amount. Don't eat until you feel BLOATED.
20. Understand that people WILL make fun of you, but you can always ignore them in a respectful manner.
21. Time is important. MANAGE IT.
22. EXERCISE. It should be stressfree but I feel like I'm stressing over just trying to make myself do it.
23. Think positively.
24. Play the piano for dogggy.~
25. Shop less. $$$
Thats about it for now. I had to play that song for 3 times to last this whole note..haha

Ignoring?

Is it a sin? I can't decide..
I guess its not really loving like we should.
But, I'm just shy-ish.
Even though we know each other (pretty well).
I can't just go up to them and talk to them.
Why?
I don't purposely ignore..
Okay, maybe I do.
But I think..
I just like being in my comfort zone too much.
Is that also a sin?
To stay in your comfort zone and not get to know others?
To not even greet them?
To just pretend they don't exist?
Sigh...
Life + People= confusing mix.