Thanksgiving =D

This Thanksgiving was definitely a memorable one.
It included all my loved ones right beside me.
And it was the first time that I got to bring a guest!
My day started out with Jazzercise.
Then, I went back home to eat and take a nap.
And I helped my mom prepare the Viet food.
Back to the main point.
The special guest. =]
Honestly, before I went to pick him up, I kept thinking, "I don't know if this is a good idea..and it's going to be so awkward when people ask and what should i tell them about 'us'.."
Especially since the night before we had a discussion that wasn't so pleasant..but that's a different story we won't discuss now.
Anyways, when we got there and were there.. it was really fun and homey and normal.
I felt like it was not any of those things that I mentioned above.
I am excited for future parties/events.
I treasure each and every one of them more now because of this past one. :)
Thanks to my <3.

Renewal

I love being renewed and re-entering God's presence.
Its as if he knows when I need to do that.
and He gives me opportunites to be able to get back in the light.
The light is His Pathway that He has provided.
My goal is to stay in the light moving forward.
I want to make sure that I am not going to stay in one place.
I'm going to STOP all procastination. (even though I am right now..)
but I WILL pray about this!
Because I know God will give me an answer if I believe what I pray.
Many times, I fall into this guilty feeling of not worshipping, praying, or building my relationship with God.
Then, there are times I feel like I want to give up on everything.
And then there are times I want to rip my hair out.
But, I know that God is always there for me through these times.
Even when I fall, He picks me back up.
Even when I'm down in the dumps, He is handing me a rope.
Never giving up on me.
Because HE LOVES ME.
I want to choose to Love My GOD. Its already a fact He LOVES ME.
I want to choose to BELIEVE in HIM. Its already a fact I can do anything through Christ who strengthens Me. :)
I want to choose to follow His ways. Its already a fact that His ways are the BEST.
I want to choose to understand His word. Its already a fact that His word is the truth.
Thank YOU God for making me realize this.
I pray to do everything in YOUR NAME.
I thank you so much for everything You have given me..
When I was born into this world, i didn't have anything.
But, because of the family, friends, and people that you have put in my life, I am able to experience Your Love through them. <3
I appreciate this awesome day. (even though it was 13th) lol.
I LOVE YOU JESUS! =D

LUST

Seven Love Secrets:
I dont really have any..especially since I can't flirt.
1) Smile/laugh at everything he says while
2) making EYE CONTACT LOTS AND LOTS. look DEEP in his eyes.
3) COmpliment him on his stuff because you know guys love that.
4) Ask him to help you do stuff because they are nice enough to help out. (usually)
5) Talk to his friends and flirt with them to see what is his reaction.
6) Ignore him because too shy. thats what i seem to do a lot. which is kinda bad.
7) Be yourself. :) and remain calm.

GLUTTONY

Seven Guilty Pleasures:
1) Wasting Gas driving around
2) Not washing the Dishes
3) Eating all I want and not saving it for anyone
4) Getting Breakfast made
5) Texting/using facebook way too much
6) Not practicing piano
7) Treating others like dirt

SLOTH

7 THINGS I NEGLECT TO DO
1) Read the Bible..
2) Do my HW
3) Practice Singing/Piano
4) Clean my Room
5) Exercise
6) Wash Dishes
7) Shower.

WRATH

7 Things that make me MAD.
1) When someone doesn't pick up their phone and I am in need of them.
2) When I am sick and can't do anything about it.
3) Talking to people who are annoying.
4) Thinking about doing something, but don't. Getting in trouble later for not doing it.
5) Not being able to understand my homework or project or book.
6) Forgetting to do simple things that I'm asked of or responsibilities.
7) Having to fart but can't in class.

ENVY

Seven things I lack/covet:
1) Cute/Funny Couples
2) People who have been baptized in the Holy Spirit.
3) People with Smooth/flawless skin.
4) People who can draw/very artistic.
5) People who know how to play the guitar/can play piano by ear/sight read well
6) People who are athletic. (good at sports)
7) People who are super smart and can pick up on stuff really fast... Learning/working/running...etc.
8)People who can act.

Things I want to do:

That doesn't require money spending:
-watch the sunrise and the sunset
-build a snowman
-go sledding
-read in a treehouse
-sleep in a tent
-kiss in the rain
-swim with a lot of beautiful fish (that don't bite)
-save many lives (spiritually especially, but physically would be cool too)
-learn to knit a hat, scarf..
-bake a cake
-open people's minds to the truth
-plant my own vegetable or fruit garden
-fix something broken
-lead someone to God
-be a friend to those in need
-sew clothes, esp. shoes
-be a MoM,wife
:)

PRIDE

1) I'm really good at piano.
2) I can eat all I want and won't gain much.
3) I have a butt.
4) Long eyelashes.
5) Straight and white teeth.
6) Nice face shape.
7) Look better than the average asian.

7 Deadly Sins

Day 1 - Pride. Seven great things about yourself.
Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.
Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.
Day 4 - Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.
Day 5 - Greed. Seven worldly material desires.
Day 6 - Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.
Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.

Suessical Snow & Savior =]

Today, someone special sent me a morning text saying, "Stitch your smile on tight, don't let it fall off like a loose button. :)" Now THAT really brightened up my day by a LOT. =] I was like alright. I'm going to do JUST that.!
ANd when I got to school, it was a good day. Even though I almost lost my smile because the stitches weren't stitched on as good as they should have been..:)
It was a pretty stressless day. Very easygoing. Tutoring I didn't even have to tutor, just answer a bunch of questions in essay format. I dillydallied on that. ha, it was fun though. ENglish-MY FAVORITE. Its official. I only LOVE that class mainly because of Mrs. Roberts and her teaching skills. Haha, we had a pop quiz, but I didn't miss that many. so that was good. Then Lunch, and my new azn buddy that I met at the party got to sit at our table b/c apparently he had a test in his class. Choir was amazing! Only because the teacher has noticed I've improved! lol, imagine that. When I expect her to notice me (probably becuz i think i'm all that) , she don't. But she actually did (and this time I was thinking I'm sick, so I'm not going to be able to sing my best) She was like you've improved. I said really? I'm sick. *blush* and she just SMILES real big and laughs:) I l0ve Smitty when she is in a happy mood. xD Serioulsy, who doesn't? anyways, after school, I went to Smitty's room to try out for SEUSSICAL! & guess who I find? Mr. Barney! I was soo happy that he agreed to be my partner. Some girl asked him once sec after I did. Lol, so I beat her to the punch. *POW* :D Then, we practiced the steps and actually did really good on the tryouts! I'm glad the tryout was in one day rather than two.. the routine was actually really easy. EVen though I messed up, Smitty seemed to notice my facial expressions rather than my dance steps. & she was smiling at me so big. Lol, I was thinking don't matter if I mess up, because they aren't looking for perfection, but rather facials. LOL. Yup, then I'm looking outside and a tad bit worried of that snow. It makes me worry about driving in it..ohhh gosh. As I was half way home, I'm thinking this is not slippery. Just snow, not ice ya know? But then suddenly there was a slippery spot, and the car was slipping and I was getting closer and closer to the car in front of me. I had hit the gas wasn't going more than 30, but quickly put the brakes. The brakes wasn't doing it, so guess what I did? I put the ebreak. ANd then it stopped slipping. Later, I'm telling people about the E break happening. They tell me that the E-break could've made me spin..I'm like ooooh. I didn't know. Well, at least this time it didn't do that! :) Praise God, my ONE & ONLY SAVIOR! eh? :)Yeah, and so as I sit here right now typing about this, I'm just loving on God thanking Him for making me smile and keeping me safe. Thanking him that he indeed has a promise for me in the end. That everyday, is a day closer towards entering His Kingdom & leaving this Earth. This place full of things that I shouldn't attach myself to.

LIVE LIKE WE'RE DYING

That's the song that I'm currently listening to..:)
so NEW YEARS HAS PASSED! OMGOMGOMGOMG!
Its time to get into action.
Kick some booty.
THink about whos to kick and KICK.! jk.
Okay..so I have some resolutions to add on:
1. Never be late again.
2. Stop Procastination..because it CAN kill people.
3. Think before speaking.
4. Breathe.
5. Drink DRINK DRINK WATER!!!!
6. Always remain calm & tranquil no matter what the situation is.
7. Facebook = see you at 10pm forever...
8. Read the Bible at least twice a day.
9. Apologize if being mean and mean it!
10. Don't ignore purposely. :) *wave*
11. Greet EVERYONE AND SMILE. =D
12. Don't interrupt.=x
13. Keep car clean. (at least cleaner than bro's...) gosh, thats gonna be so hard.
14. Trust in the Lord!
15. Pray every hour? (tick tock tick tock)
16. I guess that means in my dream ima be praying too! xD
17. Acknowledge my weaknesses in certain subjects and STUDY THEM.
18. Pick out clothes for the next day.
19. Watch what I'm about to eat & amount. Don't eat until you feel BLOATED.
20. Understand that people WILL make fun of you, but you can always ignore them in a respectful manner.
21. Time is important. MANAGE IT.
22. EXERCISE. It should be stressfree but I feel like I'm stressing over just trying to make myself do it.
23. Think positively.
24. Play the piano for dogggy.~
25. Shop less. $$$
Thats about it for now. I had to play that song for 3 times to last this whole note..haha

Ignoring?

Is it a sin? I can't decide..
I guess its not really loving like we should.
But, I'm just shy-ish.
Even though we know each other (pretty well).
I can't just go up to them and talk to them.
Why?
I don't purposely ignore..
Okay, maybe I do.
But I think..
I just like being in my comfort zone too much.
Is that also a sin?
To stay in your comfort zone and not get to know others?
To not even greet them?
To just pretend they don't exist?
Sigh...
Life + People= confusing mix.