Living Life With God. (:

Lately, I feel like God is and definitely will always be by my side. Basically, if you just allow him to come into your heart, you will find or be happy. It sounds simple huh? Yep, it really isn't hard. God has proven to me that with him, you can get over anything. Its so amazing how it works. For example, there was this guy, that I 'thought' I loved. He was my first. I felt like I really wanted him..wanted to make it work out. But, in the back of my head, I knew we would never be together. And it was true, we decided we weren't suit for each other. I'll admit it I was a b**** because I had to do something to get out. I wanted to find more about him, and the only mutual friend that I could talk to via facebook of course was his ex. I didn't think she was that bad. She seemed nice anyway, but ACCORDING TO HIM, she was a b**** that's why they broke up. Yeah, I told the ex some stuff.. but it wasn't anything major! And it ended up, he could no longer trust me no more. I can't really blame him. But at the same time, it takes two to make a relationship. Well, what I learned out of this 'lesson' was don't trust guys that only met you online (facebook.) He does go to my school, but we don't know know each other. I'm not too sure why I gave him a chance int he first place. I guess I'm just that naive. The things he was doing, it was new to me. And I liked how he sent me those sweet texts and seemed to actually care about me, my life, and we "seemed" to become close. But, he was actually a stranger to me..still is today. But, that's alright. I don't consider our relationship the real thing. It was more like casual dating. Just trying on a pair of jeans to see if it would fit or not. I'm definitely gonna give second thoughts when it comes to saying Yes to "will you go out with me?" that's if anyone asks me..probably not for a while. That's a good thing. I don't need any sort of relationship with guys. Besides as friends. I would love to make more guy buddies. The number one reason why I text guys. To get to know them more. (: ANyway back to the whole point of this blog... haha, it was difficult for me to get over this guy. Not really the guy himself, just the thought of 'having' someone there for me. He wasn't really 'there' in anyway now that I think about it. Oh wells..lol. More like, a texting bud. BUt, I got an awesome texting bud now! I wished I found out about him earlier..*sigh* It's all good now that I have God in my life. He's indescribable...just love the fact that I can depend on him no matter if I just lost someone in my life. I love you God. <3 May all my readers love you too! :D

Spring Break

So, spring break..how was it? Well...my schedule consisted of:
Sunday-It was a blast. Church, good. (: Brother got baptized.! :D It was funny and serious all at once. ahha. Then, we went to Soo's Korean Restuarant. Yummy Food! Afterwards, Mall with youth ppls. I was blessed with money. Thanks mom. (: And, got a pair of sandals (flipflops from Charlotte Russe) and some cute jeans. I used up exactly all of the money mom gave me. And got what I really 'needed/wanted' haha. :) I feel content. Thanks God. :D
Monday-Work all day because bro had to go to KC to get a new car for himself. He's giving me his old one.. :)
Tuesday-Free day! BIke ride with friend to Jimmy John's! Yum! and then saw Sherlock Holmes that night.
Wednesday-Work half day. Checked out guitars..thinking about buying one. Most likely won't though..=/
Thursday-Work full day.
Friday-FREE day! Home. Got to relax and going to get some driving lessons in a few..
That's basically my whole spring break. SOunds kinda lame huh? Lol. It actually was good. I felt happy like everyday. (: Even though it rained some days. I think its cause I feel God in my life. And, I'm not sure what exactly made me feel closer to him this week. It might've been the fact that I just have a more positive attitude towards everything. :D I feel great! No joke! :) Been texting alot...kinda too much. ahah. Its alright though I am happy texting friends. Its good to get to know them. Tomorrow I will go to worship practice. And then maybe bike Ride with MEjo. That will be fun because we haven't seen each other for a whole week. I miss her lol. She's fun to be around. Then Sunday, I think I'ma have to catch up with homework after church. *sigh Spring break is almost over. =/ I guess I better get back into school mode. haha. xD Anyways..better get off now. Cuz mum'll call soon for directions to my house.
Saturday~I didn't have piano lessons. Satisfied with break. I went to worship practice, then rode bikes with Moly. We went to Mudhouse. ANd, hung out for awhile. Then, we stopped by Hoovers on our way home and checked out the guitar that I been considering buying. But, we didn't buy anything, just looked. I'm glad I didn't get that guitar..after all. lol. On our bike ride home, it started pouring down rain. I was lucky enough to get in the garage before it really thundered. My mom and I had to run to Home Depot to pick up some stuff. I got to drive the Celica~ Its nice to drive that baby because I'm starting to get used to it. And, just the feeling of being in a sports car is always sweet. I'm blessed for that babeh. >:D On our way back, mom and I decided to go to Springfield Music and see if I could rent a guitar there..since Hoover's don't. And guess what? They do lent guitars out-$15 per month!- TO me, that's a pretty sweet deal right there! I mean, its a decent guitar and I really want to learn how to play it. So, we rented it. Hopefully, by the 3 months, ($45), I'll stick with it. && buy the guitar. That would be nice.! Then, we just went home and chilled. On my way to cousin's house to pick her up, the Celica's windshield wiper flew off! It was freaky! But, kinda funny now that I think about it.Hhahaa* Luckily, my bro was able to fix it. Not exactly sure how it came off..but that doesn't matter as long its still working and the window isn't 'too' scratched up. It was an interesting day..that's for sure.
Sunday-Church.(: Lunch:Thai Peppers. Hang out with mi prima at my house. Last, fellowship at Philda's.! We had a variety of discussions. It ranged from things about the Bible, and more. Fun fun. (: Next week, will be watching the Passion..at least,i think.?

1st Sleepover (with guys+girls) lOl

(: x_Sleepover_x :)
Why?---> SPFD Chinese Youth Group Get-to-gether/Bonding TIME! =]
When?--> Last Saturday. (3/13/10) 5PM (arrived around 6 though) xD
Where?-> Youth Pastor's Condo. (cozy, warm, fuzzy & all that jazz!)

iT was ONE heck of a night! haaah, We watched Never Back Down, which is about guys fighting. (Hot! LOL) and, while watching we ate pizza & chicken! :D That chicken was pretttty dayum good. *licks lips* lol. Next, we went to Rendevous Cafe. Currently, mi all-time favorite coffee shop! Its better than MUDHOUSE and Starbucks! (No offense Mudhouse or Starbucks.) Their coffee is Columbian Coffee according to my friend Moly. GOod stuff! But, I decided to order a Mango Smoothie. YuMyUm!!! We played "Imaginiff" which is a board game and you say Imagine if _____ is a chip. Which chip would it be? Afterwards, watched Alice in Wonderland with the bunch. It was mucho better than I thought it would be.! Loved it. <3 I mean I wouldn't mind watching it again. lol. Then back to the condo, and just relaxing. Some people told some interesting stories. hahaha. I would tell you if I remembered. But, its been too long & plus I was busy checking him out. haha. xD yeah, kinda felt awkward and nervous around him at that time. But, its all good. Anyways, getting back on track, as we got ready to sleep. The girls slept on the lil couch. And guys on the floor. I felt bad for Luke, but sadly couldn't do much about it. We didn't end up sleeping till like six-ish in the morning. Yeahh..and it just had to be freaking DAYLIGHT savings. But, the next day I caught up with my lack of sleep I had. ahaha. Yeah, I was sorta in pain (my head, that is) but not no more. (: During the night..what happened? Lol. Hmm..usage of computer, watching unnecessary stuff on Youtube. That's Youtube for all you noobs! lol. And then some reason everyone, Luke,Helen, Abby, and Bailey decided to give each other massages. So, I had to join in because they just couldn't 'do it' without me. (thats waht she said) lol. jk! I had fun overall. Only thing that sucked was lack of sleep. Maybe I should've told him to drive me home too. haha, but now that would look kinda weird on me eh? OH wells, it was a nice 'experience' with the youth. Didn't relaly wanna miss out on anything? haha, the only thing that I would've missed out on was the wrestle that Luke did. Lol. xD Freaking awkward, but at the same time, cool cool. Hhaaha, I also found out his lil secret-he's ticklish. That makes me laugh. Normally, you wouldn't think a buff guy would be ticklish right? But he is! now, I'm starting to wonder if the other one is too. LMAO. XD ANywho's the first sleepover (w/guys & girls) I'm glad to have had it with the younger youth. I hope we have more coming in the future. I'll be sure to get more than enough sleep the night before! :D